Sunday, 13 March 2011

How I Get Through Anxiety

One way i endeavor anxiety is writing quick poems to release my exasperate intuition. I'm going to introduce a couple of my poems every week or so, i love to write poems i may not be the best but i feel they give out a sense of humbleness.

 The first one I'm going to introduce is one i wrote when my ex was cheating on me:

Faded love.

My love has gone,
The one I fallen for,
Cheating, illicit deceit,
Misleading my heart,
For personal gain,
My love has faded,
For the one my heart had fallen for,
My love has faded,
Faded into abyss,
Faded love.

 During this time i was intense pain and unhappiness, i wrote numerous poems but this one i think gives out allot of understanding.

Finally my second on i wrote to a girl i really like but she had a boyfriend, it doesn't really seem like a matter of importance but the problem is i have horrible anxiety and it kicked into to a sense of regret and and enviousness.

I see you in the morning,
But your back is all I see,
My trembling veins cry out for help,
Help me stop this tainted love,
But all I perceive is my heart,
Loving something so tainted,
Something that will remain,
Tainted, as my love I have for you.

Thank-you for reading please comment bad or good, either way it's positive for me so i can improve for future reference. 

Thanks :)


  1. this is very fantastic and a big impact on my life, i can't wait till your future posts and please can you try put info about giraffes, thanks.

  2. That first image of the holding hands.... Wow. Just wow. So heartbreaking....

  3. we are very alike. i loved a girl that has a boyfriend too and my anxiety really combined into a bigger overall regret and sadness.

  4. SO deep man... Followed!

  5. I remember the journal entries I wrote when the girl I was in love with turned out to be a lesbian.

    Fun times.

  6. This Picture made me think about stuff...

  7. wow, good stuff dude. pretty deep.

  8. Really enjoyed reading this post. Looking forward to more. Will follow :)

  9. I too have trouble with anxiety...while I don't really do what you do, finding ways to cope is definitely tough. I admire your bravery!!

  10. That first picture makes me sad... :(

  11. Oh man, I hope you got rid of her straight away when she was cheating, because thats it for me, cut the chord and let them go, no matter how much it hurts.